all of my art and my edits can be reposted with or without crediting me, just don't claim them as yours.
Welcome to ✿ Neph's Carrd
Hi! I'm the Co-Creator of HearMe, with that being said there are a few things to know about me before interacting with me or my community.I'm so glad you are here!
before you follow,I am a survivor of child sexual assault, assault, and abuse. I have previously worked as a clinical intern for survivors of traumatic abuse.I am very open about my experiences and typically post most of my thoughts online.
I will
- spam tweet and post.
- be messy and dramatic about things that upset me.
- try to partake in things that mean a lot to me. in a section of my carrd I will be providing resources and information. (this is a work in progress so I will not have it online right away.)
- I do not talk to Minors online whatsoever this is nonnegotiable.- If I notice a minor following or interacting with my material in excess I will block you.
note: I intake other triggering content that may not be safe for all to listen to or hear about. All being said content is consumed mindfully keeping real moral judgement and ethics in check.
I also have a fascination for taboos and dark content within fiction, this may include and is not limited to,
- psychological horror
- abuse
- incest
- noncon/dubcon
- unhealthy relationshipsand other topics under discourse.I'm considered a proshipper.
I'm darkship and dead dove.
This is a drama free zone, so if you're here to harass, start things, or hurt me in any form just know one of our alters is a masochist. Hate mail will be screenshotted, reported, and dealt with accordingly.
I do not condone harassment, so if I do find out you are currently partaking in such behaviors such as stalking, harassment, or other forms of harmful interactions
I will block you.
"HearMe" was started as a spiteful response to a support system being ripped away from many online users that we were mutually following. We felt angry with the way the creators and staff of the support network app handled things and I started getting antsy, talking to my roommate we decided we would make our app and give it a shot in the dark to do our best to listen to the wants of the users on the future app. We hope to have a beta within a year or two. We want to make this extremely customizable and user-friendly which will take some time. In the meanwhile, you can join the server at the link below!Link
Hi again, I want to talk about who I am. I'm Neph, a 24-year-old, counseling student currently trying to transfer into a new program and get housing! I'm disabled, trans, homeless, and queer myself.We focus our studies on fiction writing, abnormal psychology, morbid curiosity, social cognition, PTSD, neurodivergence, trauma, and more.I am aroflux and I struggle to feel romantically. I identify as pomosexual/ace and I'm polyamorous.I have a lovely boyfriend╼ , Justim, as of 08/07/2024. He's the most lovely person I've ever met. He's a beautiful person who intrigues me so much. I wish I could give him the stars and moon. He's the hope I couldn't muster for myself.
I struggle with multiple disorders which I am open about having.This includes,
DID
CPTSD
BIPOLAR 1
AUTISM
ADHDI have over 70 alters as mentioned multiple times, for the sake of my privacy as I work on a public app I ask that you remain polite about them. Thank you for understanding!
✿ ✿ ✿ interests
Editing & Writing
Creating Music
Painting & Art
Video Games
Dark Fiction
Studying & Research
Talking about Spiritual Kin Memory and Theory
Gunpowder Art
Asian Fashion
Tarot cards
Swords and Sword Fighting
Astrology & Astronomy
(primarily focusing on black holes, stars, and the life span of stars.)
Mythology + Folktale
Psychological Horror
Romance
Philosophy
Sociological Principles
Asian dramas
Animation
Music
Grunge Fashion
Dadaism & Surrealism art periods
Symbolism within fiction. (primarily poetry + plays)
We also Kin Spiritually primarily and have kintypes. We believe in reincarnation and more.
23 - He/Him - L(GBTQ)+ - Horror games, Visual Novels, and Dating sims
My Persona for Vtubing is based on Wei Wuxian (MXTX- MDZS) a character filled with playful energy.TDLR: His older brother killed him for the throne, he was revived by a group of magic users and is immortal now struggling under the weight of the situtation at hand. still deciding end result of all of this.All indepth info can be found on my toy box. Along with more art/art crediting.I do art and writing comms as well and commissions start at 5 dollars! 2per hour for writing!
Streaming Rules
+ Be polite to your other users in chat!
+ Please no self-promo & do not mention about VIEW count.
+ LGBTQ-PHOBIA will not be tolerated here.
+ Listen to the mods
+ Sit back relax and enjoy the stream!If you know me irl, please don't mention my personal/past life. Be respectful of my vtubing space apart from my real responsibilities and persona. I ask that while streaming you need not use my real name, although I won't personally mind if you do.
| Resource | Link or Number to Resource |
|---|---|
| Suicide & Crisis Lifeline & Text Line | 988 or text HOME to 741741 |
| National Domestic Violence | 800.799.SAFE (7233) or Text "START" to 88788 |
| RAINN: National Sexual Assault and Incest Hotline | 800.656.HOPE (4673) |
| Support Palestine | Asian American Advocacy Fund |History and Information Carrd | Ways to Support Palestine |
| Incest and Child Sexual Assault Survivor Resource | SIA World Service Office: Survivors of Incest Anonymous for Adult Survivors of Childhood Sexual Abuse |
| Ritual/Occult/Religious Abuse Survivor Resource | Office of Justice: Understanding Ritual Abuse: A Guide for Self-Empowerment for Ritual Abuse Survivors |
✿ questioning if you’re a system? ✿
| Resource | Link | Description |
|---|---|---|
| Plural Etiquette Questionnaire | Etiquette | As far as I know, if you are questioning if you are either plural, multiple, a system — or another form of these things this is for setting up boundaries! |
| Lemon & Lively | Alter Roles | Talks About Different Alter Roles |
| The Dissociative Initiative | About Healthy Multiplicity | Being Plural Apart from Dissociative Identity Disorder - Healthy Multiplicity & Plurality for Traumagenic, Endogenic, and other types of systems. |
| MMU - Young Voices Study | About Multiplicity | Explains Multiplicity/Plurality Very well as an experience rather than disorder. |
| The Dragonheart Collective Blog | Dragonheart’s Blog | Good blog with lots of resources linked to it, even including the old DSM diagnostic criteria I believe. |
✿ References
American Psychiatric Association. (2022). Diagnostic and statistical manual of mental disorders (5th ed., text rev.). https://doi.org/10.1176/appi.books.9780890425787About multiplicity. The Dissociative Initiative. (2016, October 27). https://di.org.au/about-multiplicity/The Dragonheart Collective. (n.d.). Am I Plural. Dragon’s roost. https://dragonsroost.neocities.org/essay/AmIPluralMagpie, R. (2015, January 3). Dissociative identity disorder- A glossary. Seeing Plural. https://catalyticconvergence.wordpress.com/2015/01/03/dissociative-identity-disorder-a-glossary/Plural etiquette questionnaire. Write.as. (n.d.). https://write.as/i9kkgvg5hp70gauw.mdUnderstanding multiplicity - manchester metropolitan university. (n.d.). https://www.mmu.ac.uk/mmud8/media/10605/downloadWhat is dissociative identity disorder?. DID. (n.d.). https://did-research.org/did/
Beauty After Bruises. (2023, April 21). Did myths and misconceptions. https://www.beautyafterbruises.org/blog/didmyths✿
| Creator | Link to Source |
|---|---|
| me | ko-fi header |
| me | twitter pfp |
| octoweepy | Space Theme Background |
| g.ureii | kofi pfp, twitter cover, (instagram) TWITTER ACCOUNT) |
| bellphegoer | vtuber rigging |
| ifyoureally_art | vtuber model |
| other art used on twitch and carrd: | |
| gurei | |
| valley_doggo (instagram) | |
| twistedlonewolf/meo (twitter) | |
| skebizchi (twitter) | |
| nieshiii (twitter) | |
| miffurin (twitter) | |
| sleepydaze (they have a site) | |
| telva MM (pinterest) | |
| rin (pinterest) | |
| liz (pinterest) | |
| Marina Dwor (pinterest) |
Alters List!
Cherie (Current Host, Core, Persecutor, and Memory Holder. Non Human)
Loraine (Protector, Combatant, & Caretaker. Non Human)
Lance (Retired Host, Diffuser, Memory Holder, Partial Fictive, and partially integrated. Human)
Crush (Protector, partial fictive, & former Persecutor. Non Human)
Clover (Gatekeeper, partial fictive, & Sexual Alter. Human)
Luca Balsa (Fictive. Human)
Karlie (Gatekeeper, Memory Holder, Combatant, & Fictive. Human)
Lily (Retired Host, Memory Holder, Sexual Protector, & Age Slider. Human.)
Ace (Gatekeeper, Defense, ANP, & Nonverbal. Non Human)
Q (Little & Persecutor. Human)
Julia (Protector & Introject. Academic. Human)
Mimi (Organic Alter. Dormant retired host. past core. Human)
Venti (Organic Alter. Fictive Partial - God and Human)
Ib (Little & Fictive. Human)
Nie Huaisang (Fictive & Internal Higher Role. Human)
Ever (Internal Self Help & Archivist. Human)
Phos (Gatekeeper, Religious Trauma Holder, Delusion Holder, & Fictive. Non Human)
Noriyuki Utsugi (Gatekeeper, Academic, & Fictive Human)
Eli (Internal Self Help & Fictive. Human)
Ada (Internal Self Help, Academic. Romance Holder, & Fictive. Human)
Mike (Fictive. Fully integrated. Archivist. Coping Alter. Human)
Agape (Fictive. Gatekeeper, Archivist. Absorber. & Academic. Non Human)
Iris (Fragment)
Lilac (Recovery/Fictive)
Lucian (Ghost Host/Introject. Non Human.)
Sai (Fragment/Introject)
ENA (Fictive Non Human)
Raeliana (Fictive, Romance Holder, and Combatant. Human)
Shen (Coping Alter and Fictive. Human.)
Shang (Coping Alter and Fictive. Human.)
Sizhui (Age Slider, Little, Fictive. Human)
Yuki (Organic Alter)
Mirielle (Fictive & Assistant. Human)
Kaoru (Fictive. Fully Integrated. Human)~~
Kai Satou (Fictive. Fully Integrated. Human)
Toga (Fictive. Fully Integrated. Human)
Dazai (Depression Holder, Confronter, Assistant, Fictive. Human)
Rui (Assistant, Academic, Embracer, Fictive. Human)
Aya Drevis (Protector, Memory Holder, BPD Holder, Fictive. Human.)
Bok-su (Internal Self Help, Memory Holder, Violence Holder, Fictive, Human.)
Lizzy (Assistant, Academic, Delusion Holder.)
Mikoto Kayano (Protector, Memory Holder, BPD Holder, Sub-system holder, Fictive. Human)
Noel Levine (Protector, Memory Holder, Romance Holder, Fictive. Human.)
Russell (Assistant, Academic, Depression Holder, Fictive. Human.)
Toby (Gatekeeper, ADHD Holder, Autism Holder, Fictive. Human)
Vicers (Fictive, Non human.)
Saber (Combatant, Protector, and Fictive. Non Human.)
Basil (Memory Holder, Trauma Holder BPD Holder, Depression Holder, Charge, Anxiety Holder, & Fictive. Human)
Yinyu (Fictive. Non Human)
Maple (Gatekeeper & Fictive. Non Human)
Reko (Protector & Fictive. Human)
Kanna (Ghost Alter, Little, & Fictive. Human)
Mizuki (Protector & Fictive. Human)
Uraraka (Caretaker, Protector, Fictive. Human)
Yanli Jiang (Coping Alter & Fictive. Human)
Nene (Fictive, Romance Holder, & Emotion Holder. Human)
Ahiru (Fictive, Romance Holder, Admirer.)
Amy (Romance Holder, Emotion Holder, Daydream Holder, Fictive.)
Angel (Depression Holder, Angelmate, Daydream Holder, Emotion Neutralizer, Fictive)
Bam (Dissociation Processor, Fictive)
Charles/Charlotte (Depression Holder, Dissociation Experiencer, Delusion Holder, Daydream Holder, Cynic , & Fictive. Human)
Diluc (Daydream Holder, Confronter, Protector, & Fictive. Human)
Dazai (Depression Holder, Confronter, Assistant, Fictive. Human)
Dokja Kim (Confidence Holder, Partial Co-Host, Chameleon, Fictive. Human)
Feliciano (Previous Co-Host, Charge, Fictive. Non Human)
Grace (BPD Holder, Daydream Holder, Dream Holder, Trauma Holder, & Fictive. Non Human)
Haru (Fictive. Coping.)
Ivlis (Fictive. Coping.)
Kazuto (Confidence Holder, & Fictive. Human)
Mika (Coping Fictive)
Naegi Makoto (Coping Fictive)
Nanami (Fictive, Love Holder)