Welcome to ✿ Neph's Carrd

*All my art and my edits can be reposted with or without crediting me, just don't claim them as yours.

Hi! I'm Neph or Merry. (All names are used Interchangeably)I am a ramcoa tbmc mixed origin system. And I'm diagnosed as of October 2023.This intro was written in a blended state. We hope that you enjoy your stay.I am 24, aroflux, and polyamorous08/07 ཐི♡ཋྀ

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This is lengthy and wordy, but I hope you take your time reading through it.

"HearMe" was started as a spiteful response to a support system being ripped away from many online users that we were mutually following. We felt angry with the way the creators and staff of the support network app handled things and I started getting antsy, talking to my roommate we decided we would make our app and give it a shot in the dark to do our best to listen to the wants of the users on the future app. We hope to have a beta within a year or two. We want to make this extremely customizable and user-friendly which will take some time. In the meanwhile, you can join the server at the link below!Link

Hi! I'm the Co-Creator of HearMe, with that being said there are a few things to know about me before interacting with me or my community.

before you follow,I am a survivor of child sexual assault, assault, and abuse. I have previously worked as a clinical intern for survivors of traumatic abuse.I am very open about my experiences and typically post most of my thoughts online.

Hi again, I want to talk about who I am. I'm Neph, a 24-year-old, counseling student currently trying to transfer into a new program and get housing! I'm disabled, trans, homeless, and queer myself.We focus our studies on fiction writing, abnormal psychology, morbid curiosity, social cognition, PTSD, neurodivergence, trauma, and more.I am aroflux and I struggle to feel romantically. I identify as pomosexual/ace and I'm polyamorous.I have a lovely boyfriend╼ Justim as of 08/07/2024 and he's the most lovely person I've ever come across. He's a beautiful person and intrigues me so much. I wish I could give him the stars and moon. He's the hope I couldn't muster for myself.We have many hobbies listed in the linked section.

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my interests include

Editing & Writing
Creating Music
Painting & Art
Video Games
Dark Fiction
Studying & Research
Talking about Spiritual Kin Memory and Theory
Gunpowder Art
Asian Fashion
Tarot cards
Swords and Sword Fighting
Astrology & Astronomy
(primarily focusing on black holes, stars, and the life span of stars.)
Mythology + Folktale
Psychological Horror
Romance
Philosophy
Sociological Principles
Asian dramas
Animation
Music
Grunge Fashion
Dadaism & Surrealism art periods
Symbolism within fiction. (primarily poetry + plays)

We also Kin Spiritually primarily and have kintypes. We believe in reincarnation and more.

about my mental state

23 - He/Him - L(GBTQ)+ - Horror games, Visual Novels, and Dating sims

My Persona for Vtubing is based on Wei Wuxian (MXTX- MDZS) a character filled with playful energy.TDLR: His older brother killed him for the throne, he was revived by a group of magic users and is immortal now struggling under the weight of the situtation at hand. still deciding end result of all of this.All indepth info can be found on my toy box. Along with more art/art crediting.I do art and writing comms as well and commissions start at 5 dollars! 2per hour for writing!

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Streaming Rules
+ Be polite to your other users in chat!
+ Please no self-promo & do not mention about VIEW count.
+ LGBTQ-PHOBIA will not be tolerated here.
+ Listen to the mods
+ Sit back relax and enjoy the stream!If you know me irl, please don't mention my personal/past life. Be respectful of my vtubing space apart from my real responsibilities and persona. I ask that while streaming you need not use my real name, although I won't personally mind if you do.

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✿ References
American Psychiatric Association. (2022). Diagnostic and statistical manual of mental disorders (5th ed., text rev.). https://doi.org/10.1176/appi.books.9780890425787About multiplicity. The Dissociative Initiative. (2016, October 27). https://di.org.au/about-multiplicity/The Dragonheart Collective. (n.d.). Am I Plural. Dragon’s roost. https://dragonsroost.neocities.org/essay/AmIPluralMagpie, R. (2015, January 3). Dissociative identity disorder- A glossary. Seeing Plural. https://catalyticconvergence.wordpress.com/2015/01/03/dissociative-identity-disorder-a-glossary/Plural etiquette questionnaire. Write.as. (n.d.). https://write.as/i9kkgvg5hp70gauw.mdUnderstanding multiplicity - manchester metropolitan university. (n.d.). https://www.mmu.ac.uk/mmud8/media/10605/downloadWhat is dissociative identity disorder?. DID. (n.d.). https://did-research.org/did/
Beauty After Bruises. (2023, April 21). Did myths and misconceptions. https://www.beautyafterbruises.org/blog/didmyths✿

I am an artist, writer, musician, editor, and I do commissions!For edits, writing, and animations
I charge by the hour 2 dollars every hour or a fixed price.Song Writing and Music Creation will not have commissions for a while.I'm always willing to work with people no matter budget.Art and Edits can be found on most socials.
Writing can be found on neuroticneph (AO3)

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TOSAny changes made after the fourth change to the commission now inquire a negotiable higher price to the original commission.Any art created by me is able and will probably be posted to my socials.All commissioned art is good for personal use.If you intend on commercial use you can purchase that directly from me for (50$) or I should be able to receive 50% of the profit that comes off of my own art.

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